I’m not the person that usually takes that step back to say “Thank you” for my life and all that has gone well for me. Nor am I the type of person that will respect all people, no matter of their personal beliefs, whether they may be similar or different. It was particularly hard to pinpoint myself on a personal philosophy because I never abided by one. I do not stop myself to think about a particular thing I should be, how how I should act everyday, at least not consciously. But after reflecting for a while, I ended with one, tucked behind all of that thinking (and not thinking). I found myself putting importance in “being aware”.
“Being aware” is an incredible general statement, and that is on purpose, because it is important to be aware about a variety of things, maybe even all things. I put emphasis on knowledge and less so on what to do with that knowledge. It is knowledge, or the lack of it, that lets act about during their daily lives, and is the root of other philosophies.
I have found that being aware about almost as many things as possible allows me to pick and choose how I want to act accordingly. Such as being aware about the arguments in today’s gender rights. I want to be aware of all sides of the arguments. Only then can I make an informed decision. But being aware does not always have to be isolated to large political and social problems in today’s society. It can be day to day, such as being aware of your surroundings and other people. Being aware allows you to be nice, or mean to others. Being aware allows one to tell if someone wants help, or does not want help, or even just says that they do not want help but in reality want help. Being aware on how to act in those situations also helps to gain whatever goal you are striving for, whether it may be good or bad. It is the constant upkeep of knowledge that allows for a consistent choice that will benefit me, or may be a choice that achieves what I want to achieve, benefits or not.
I choose “being aware” over something static like “a lot of knowledge” because just knowing a lot is static and unchanging. I feel like I should be able to change, and be open to new ideas, and when I am aware of these different or new ideas, I can make that change for myself.
Always trying to abide by this philosophy is hard though, it takes time to search around, read, and actively search for answers for questions or gaps in arguments. Often times, I leave holes and ignore some portions and other priorities come into contention. May it be homework or social problems, or simply being tired in the day, a constant upkeep of being aware daily is impossible. But being able to go learn and become aware of something on the news, or be aware of my surroundings most of the time allows for a better, well informed life.



